LOVE LOST.....LESSON LEARNED

I found my x girlfriend from 20 years ago on facebook, we communicated. We argued, we accused, we brought up all the old hurts. And...in the end I apologized for things that I had done. I am glad that she forced my hand.....I have been asking God to let me find her for 2 decades so that I may apologize to her and to tell her how I felt. This is how I felt and some of what I said. "Cindy...I was an asshole, I wish you could have waited for me to grow up a little before you left, I have never loved harder or deeper or as much as I loved you....and still do." Every person can love more than once in their life, but everyone has that one true love that they feel incomplete without..... that person for me is Cindy, if I could live that part of my life over again, I would have married that girl and gave her some babies. You live and you learn...that's why we are here, what other reason could it be? For those of you who doubt my theory, stop......think about your own Cindy.......